Posted by: anniewilson | February 10, 2005

Tomorrow I go to court!

I have no idea what this court date is all about but I am hoping to get my car back so that I could at least try to get a job. It is amazing what one person is capable of doing to another. Especially when there has been a vow to stay together, in sickness and in health, blah, blah, blah. I thought I had married a decent, honorable man. But instead, I married a lying, cheating, selfish coward. Damn. How could I be so wrong? I dated him for 6 years before we married, I don’t know how a man who is such a moron could be so amazingly cunning. He wouldn’t tell me the truth if his life depended on it. What was he afraid of? Was he afraid I would beat him up? Me…117 lbs….he 225 lbs. No, that couldn’t be it. Was he afraid I would yell at him? He liked to yell, I know how to restrain myself and behave like an adult. No, yelling wasn’t the fear. Can someone tell me? Why do people lie about cheating? Why don’t they just tell the truth and hope for the best? I could have handled ANYTHING he could have thrown at me but he NEVER gave me the chance. If he had EVER told me the truth about anything, he would have seen that I could handle it. But, he never gave me that chance. And, for each lie I discovered, he must have gotten away with 10. Otherwise, he wouldn’t have lied so much, it worked well for him! A liar has to be afraid of the truth but an honest person doesn’t. So, the post below this one is the actual story of what Rick did to me and our marriage last year. If I am going to call this blog the “Diary of my Divorce“, you should have a little background. It gives you a little idea of what a bum Rick is and why I am writing this blog.


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